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happy thanksgiving to all those out there hope tht is a good one for you out there... |
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subject: what next??
mood:  cold
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well yeah more shit to go wrong...let me see..started just after mom went into surgery in dec..we get back from okla..two days later gary gets into car wreck..wrecks tht car right..so he goes to the other delta..we had two..and the tranmission dropped on it..didnt even get to drive it..even tho it ran just a couple of months before then..but didnt need it so let it set. so we have to pay for our van to get fixed.the mec. got it running but not really like it was supposed to and since it was winter no heat and we had paid for tht..anyways gary and a friend got tht running..so we pay the mec..over 800 and the friend 300.yea..expensive fix..so in jan mom dies.me and the girls go..while there i fall and hurt myself..we are there for a month..come back in feb..we are well behind in bills cuz gary wasnt paying anything while i was gone even tho i called just about everyday and talked to him or kandy and telling them what to do..so now its april and we get a forclosure on the house..so got to do something about tht.. in may one of garys girls come to live with us..the other in june..still paying cs even now cuz he lazy..oh yeah also when i got back in feb.went to court for my disability tht im trying for and got denied..and finally just at the beginning of the month the vans' transmission dropped..so two wks later work something out a coworker of garys get guess what two standards..haha..never drove one of those before so i at 33 have to learn..but of course he dont want gary to drive it yet while waiting on the title to come in even tho he knows tht we dont have a car..had to bum rides everywhere...and when the title comes in get gary goes to start the car and cant get the key to turn cuz the little ones have done something to it..they say tht they didnt..but hey was working just two days before and they get in and get in trouble for it and now..come on..so now..gary had to do something with the steering wheel..he can drive it tho..but when it comes to me doing it he will have to fix it..cuz hell no!!so i say what next right..i do i even want to know??? anyways longest one ive every written haha..lots to say this time..anyway lots o love to all |
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subject: getting into the swing
mood:  busy
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wow been hectic around here
frank brings katie and tala home from oklahoma and the next day gary,amanda,and ashley left for las vegas..so i had to unpack on set and pack the others right back in the same suitcase..so while they were gone frank and i got alot of things done around the house tht i dont ask gary to do cuz well frankly don't think tht he would get them done anyways..so we got the screen door fixed the shed fixed up with the door and window..got the garage door to come down again..and he hooked the line up on the fridge so we could have ice and water on the door..i've had this fridge for five yrs and its just now getting tht done if tht tells you anything about how long it can take to get gary to do some things around here,,tht why i had my brother do it..lol..any frank left tuesday and gary and the kids came back wedsnday..talk about expensive school shopping man..about 100 a kid and tht was the cheap in..just getting the stuff not new clothes or shoes. tht they need ..but oh well.then my vixie also gets herself really hurt..hope tht it all comes out ok cuz i feel real shitty not being able to help cuz i so far away..but i love you vixie you know tht..and of course my little men ..xanderman and zachery..kiss kiss..the last two wks..have been busy with doc appts too..well last wk and this next wk comming up..long distance docs..hate them..but oh well the kids them..well thts my update for now..
lots of love |
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subject: my cat
mood:  amused
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my cat princess aka pudro wilson gave me a present last night..i had my window open last night to let some of the cool night air come in..and the screen is somewhat tore out so she comes in and out as she pleases most of the time..so anyway i was watching the movie the UNBORN which by the way was really good..and she comes in lays down on the bed no big deal..then she starts to nose something and then jumps down to the floor and meows alot at me like come see. then starts pawing at it..so i turn on the light and when i did she picked it up in her mouth and looks at me and comes over meowing with a dead mouse in her mouth like her you go i got this for you..i was like i don't want this puss..meow..no i don't want it..meow meow..put it down right now..spits it out and looks at me..so i pick it up and she runs circles around me..we go out of my room and she's still meowing..she takes off for the kitchen i go to the front door saying i don't want your gift get over here..finally she comes over and i put the mouse on the front porch,she goes out too, i got to my window and close it..next thing i know there she is again with it meowing wanting in.lol..goofy cat..i said no, now go away..finally she went away with her toy,present whatever..and i got to finish my movie..lol but that was my late night..at 1am |
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subject: HAPPY BDAY KANDY
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KANDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
love you kk..see you tonight |
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subject: ash's turn
mood:  irritated
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late last night get a call from heidi..amanda and ash's mom..ash turned her cell off..and came home drunk as a skunk..now why she would do this don't know..cuz even her mom said she was doing excellent and comming frm her tht means something..but anyways..she was so when heidi to her to give her the cell and the ipod and get upstairs to bed she was done..she fought with her and then ran off..so needless to say i get another phone call telling me that ash ran off and tht she called the cops..well the cops picked her up..now she has a court date and everything..yea for me rght..oh well..then starts the drunk dialing of a teenager..i tell her she fucked up she will be dealt with when she gets home and she knows it she like yea, i know and okay..then gets disrespectful to her mom call her names and shit..no grant it she may not be the greatest of ppl in my book but hey you don't call your momma names like she was and be disrespectful like tht..so she just dug her hole even bigger even if she was drunk and don't remember half of it..so instead of coming home monday its today..oh well shit happens on tht respect but DAMN come kids your giving me gray hair..lol.. |
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subject: softball tournament
mood:  sleepy
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tala's games are all over..thurs and saturday they had tournaments..they won thurs..but not saturday..they had the worst beat ever..usually its just by one point but this time it was by ten..i don't think they ate their wheaties..lol..if they had won the morning game they would've had a half hour break then another game..but instead got to go home..the coaches are going to treat them to godfathers tomorrow night and give them their medals..tala says she's not going to play next year..she didn't even want to finish out this year,but i made her..told her you made a commitment your going to see it through..plus i didn't pay 100.00 in equipment for you to quit a wk into it just its cutting into your so called social time..lol
anywho frank should be comming down in a few days..yeah..and then the girls are off to oklahoma for a month..amanda will be moving in again on july 5 hopefully she'll do better this time around we'll see.. other than that not much else going on..lots of love |
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mood:  depressed
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well once again the puter took a shit..but a cpl wks ago when i got it back chad reinstalled things for me and helped out alot..but ya know what when me and kandy where there we should've gotten animation shop and paintshop pro redownloaded J..lol..oh well..not much going on here..more denials and shit..don't know what i'm going to do right now..trying not to think about it..J tell your mom sorry to hear about the loss of here brother..you too about your uncle..be safe on the drive there and back..we want ya'll back in one piece..once again got to collect pixels again..thank goodness for pixelpeach and oh on the tip of my tongue that i belong to..
love lots |
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mood:  contemplative
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just updating after getting back from dealing with what had to deal with. come home to find no satilite and no computer..so we're back to the cave man days here..lol..anyways now that our powersuppy and harddrive is fixed on the computer we at least have this..but i still have to get pixels all back and psp and animation shop...but anywho letting people know that i'm still here and alive.. |
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subject: mom in icu
mood: numb
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well today has been hectic..at 8:30 this morning i get a call from my brother in oklahoma..telling me that he's about to follow the ambulance..mom collaspsed on the floor,and seizeured and vomiting..call me later..well at 2:30 he calls back..mom has a clot in her head and i need to pack and get there..now i don't update much..but the crunch of it is..in dec..after we got back from okla.mom had surgery to replace a stint..gary got into a car wreck and totaled our 88 delta..and our other delta the trans dropped out when we went to run it..so now the van is in the shop and giving the mechanic hell..so needless to say no way to get there..well my dad calls a tells me that they put a tube in her head to releve some of the pressure and the clot is big..and in the middle of her brain and they can't go in and get it..they feel that they could do worse if they do the surgery..so i tell him daddy i have no way to get there, will you come and get me and the girls?? he says yes but he can't leave out until tomorrow. so tomorrow me and the girls are outta here for okla..and who knows what right now..they say that even if she does pull though there is a chance that she won't have any use of her left side..she is only 65..i'm not ready for this yet..not ready to lose her..i'm being shelfish i know..i know that when its time,its time..but....anyways..just had to say something and let it out in writing..sorry to bum ya'll out.. |
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subject: merry christmas to all
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since tonight and tomorrow is going to be busy around here..going to wish everyone a merry christmas or whatever religon you practice..since i can't spell well sorry..everyone have a joyful time with family and friends and be safe during your travels..love to all.. |
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subject: finally after 3 mo's
mood: tired
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well finally after 3 months no internet..or should i say no computer we finally have it back..
sorry for not being on here, or being able to let anyone know what happened..
but one day the puter was being shitty as usuall and the next day went to get on there and it took a hard crash..well anyways..had to take it to best buy where we bought it from they had it for like a month and a half..it had vireses from lymewire..someplace like that..never heard of it..any ways..that's what killed the puter..but long story short..after running here and there cuz it still not working right and calling vixie and bri and best buy and racking my brains..spending time and of course money we really don't have..finally buy new router..and yeah after three months we now have internet..
so onto the kids and summer..my two had fun at grandmas..tala has braces now...and they both are growing up...much taller and devloping..lol..girls...geez..don't want that..lol..so anywho..gary's youngest amanda decided that she is going to live with us this year..so now we have three kids in the house..new year,new chanllages..lol..yeah..
i've given everyone here a scare..oops..went to hospital..for a few days..cuz of my migraines..kandy and the kids had never seen me like that before..ppl at work had tho..been sent before like that from work..my legs wouldn't work and they said that i babbled and grunted when i talked..most of i don't remember..well we'll see if it happens again..those one's only occur sometimes..but you know i really can't predict any of them..just glad that i was home this time..the others two or three times i was at work..
anyways..glad to be back..now when i can get to feeling better and get paintshop pro and animation shop from someone and redownload them..i can start to make some blinkies again..
talk at ya'll later
ps..love ya kandy..happy bday chi.. |
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well its nice and quite around here the girls are gone for the summer..they were supposed to go to rick and lissa first then to grandma and uncle frankie..but things changed..lissa and ricks top floor caught fire..and extension cord got pinced..so now they are going to be at grandma's for the whole summer while they rebuild..got some rose of sharons from mom..these one's are bigger so now no one can mistake them for twigs and mow them over..lol..maybe the'll bloom and we'll get some pretty flowers from them..would be nice..not much else going on..same shit with me..migraines migraines and house work..now that the kids are gone i can get on the puter and maybe make some blinkies again..lol..bye for now.. |
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Kandy said I need to update... So here is a hello out there to everyone :) |
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subject: pick ups
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whitestar_alpha 
sweetkisses13 
shell_ee02 
sadistic_kitten 
msjoyfull_27
morto_gal_30 
janke 
goodgal996 
crystalra1ndr0p 
angelwolf24 
sorry ladies that i had to do it this way..semagic was being a pain and wouldn't let me in..hopefully you get this..have a happy holidays..and be safe as well..:)
please comment,save,credit and enjoy :) |
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subject: happy birthday vixie
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theses are for a_goth_goddess please do not take
have a happy birthday tomorrow
lots of love to ya,shdwmare |
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subject: going to get kids
mood: good
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well tomorrow the serenity and sanity around here will end..gary and i will be going to go and get the kids tomorrow from grandma's..going to meet them in kansas..got to leave here about 6 am..be back sometime tomorrow night..anyhow..cuz kandy got even with me tonight..was under the water washing my hair..i got my nipple tweaked..and the shit scared outta me..but the shit didn't come outta me..she plopped her fat ass on the toilet and shit on the shitter and stunk up the bathroom..while i'm takeing my bath..i called her a stinky bitch for it too..and she told me to hurry up and put some soap on the air to make it smell better in her..i swear she was shitten for about ten minutes in there..by the time i washed my hair and shaved my legs..she was done shitten!!..and the mean streak didn't end there..
she found a two month old taco john bean burrito..that was hard as a rock..okay, she hit the counter with it and it didn't break or nottin..that's how hard it was..now...she put it on the shelf in the fridge,just so my boyfriend gary would find to eat..cuz he don't like tatertot caserole and would prob..eat it..and told me..not to throw it away..and that she is going to make sure that she is downstairs when he comes home,just to see if he eats it..okay she is NEVER downstairs when he comes home..but this time she says is will be..and she don't want me to rinse the tub from when i took my bath cuz i shaved..and he don't like hair in the tub..and she won't let me rinse it..and he is going to gripe about it..lol...man she is being shitty tonight..lol...gotta love her.. :) |
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mood:  blah
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subject: damn dog
mood: pissed off
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well that damn dog of mine..wtf..okay i let it go and let it go..he pee's on the this blue thing that we hang down under the t.v. to cover the microwave cart that it sits on..but man i tell you this really pisses me off..my mom got us a brand new fake tree for this year and excuse the words..but the MOTHER FUCKING DOG PISSED ALL OVER IT..WTF...why the hell does he do this..chi doesn't do it..i could see that if one dog did then a pissing war happen..but no..that's not the case..chi don't pee in the house just grizz and he spends just about all of his time outside..he comes in at night or when we go to leave..in the summer he stays out...but not in the winter..to cold..love him to bits..but grrr.. |
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